God's Sweetness

Hi, my name is Julie. I'm a restless girl who found rest in Christ. I aspire to be a doctor so I may bring God's grace and goodness into people's lives. On my way there, I'll share about His faithfulness in my life, here.

“If you need someone in your life, attempt. Make time. Put effort. To want and to be wanted goes both ways.”

—   Keen Malasarte, I’m Trying My Best Here (via acupofkeen)

“I’ve developed a habit of keeping,
of feelings bottled in and tucked away,
silently sitting in a corner admiring from afar
in secret, this is how I love.
This is me trying to suppress.
This is me holding back what keeps resurfacing.
This is how I control the uncontrollable,
denying what’s meant to be felt,
doubting the possibility of being enough,
we know rejection is a lover’s weakness.
And ever so often, I am at a loss
because to desire someone,
means wanting to give the best
for the person you yearn,
for the person you strive,
and you half-beg that they see
the heights you would climb,
and oceans you’d cross
just to prove you’re worthy.
But how can my heart be enough
in a sea full of other hearts much bigger
and better compared to what I have to give.
How can someone choose
a battered, and bruised,
to one that’s whole and unlike mine.
But if I’m lucky,
if by heaven’s will you choose me,
how I would cherish you for a lifetime.”

—   Keen Malasarte, I Think About This A Lot When I Crush On Someone (via acupofkeen)


I’m suppressing everything right now. Sometimes I can’t help but let it peak through the cracks. I still feel the sadness weigh in from time to time. I’m learning to ignore it. 

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“You’re afraid, because someone finally learned to love you more.”

—   ten-word-story, #86 (via acupofkeen)

(via brendavang)

“So what? You failed your finals. You gained some weight. So what? You’re single again. You lost your job. So what? What now? You live. You try again. That’s what.”

—   (via soulsscrawl)

(Source: c0ntemplations, via thecreativewarrior)